Single: They Ain't Even Worth It

These mountains I climb see I will never decline 

I'm moving steady ready gotta get a piece out that pie 

I saw the bottom it was vivid 

Had no pot ta piss in 

I was noddin on the roof drinking on a empty stomach 

Waiting for the rain ta pass but it kept comin 

Drownin in the liquor I was dyin in the liquor 

I was fuckin up my liver cuz my life was bitter 

Runnin from the past but it showed up every time I poured up 

Remedy takin all the pain away 

Yeah i love that numb feelin just so i could function 

Disorderly 

I didn't give a fuck though 

I was in my own world doin what i want though 

Neglected every angle of my passion 

I was like fuck it 

Might as well just chuck it 

Fuck it took another shot 

86ed from all the bars 

Flippin over all the cars 

Problems yeah too many flaws 

And through it all see no one called 

All I hear is blah blah fatigued cuz I'm workin 

Tryna get that cake up 

Why they startin problems 

I be on my boss shit 

I see but I don't say shit 

They ain't even worth it 

Caterpillar to butterfly 

Watch me soar when I couldn't fly 

Didn't I do it shit didn't I 

When all odds was against me 

I managed to pull out swiftly 

Looking at who I became 

Still wanna bring up my past 

Throw shade all on my name 

When you couldn't walk in these shoes 

Couldn't manage what I've been through 

Fuck it 

Ain't no sympathy party 

Got the wake up call 

I was sleep on yall 

Back and betta 

Ready fa whateva 

Feelin like nothin' could break me 

I swear I was there in the midst of it all 

Now I know better and I move quick 

Nothin they could say that could change this 

Only a few I fucks wit 

I be like yeah alright okay 

You ain't really bout that shit you say 

A whole lotta fakes 

Ain't that the truth 

Sneakin on ya page tryna see what you up to 

Everybody got they 2 cent 

Everybody wanna fuckin talk shit 

Like damn don't you got shit ta do 

Fuck out my way while I make moves 

They ain't really seen that side yet 

They ain't really seen me go in yet 

Conditionin' mentally none of these squares could get to me 

Really I been through it 

Close to death fillin up on IV fluid 

So what is fear? 

I could knock, but it's never there 

True statement I swear I ain't scared 

Humble heart from the start 

A poet from the start 

Solid as a rock 

My work ethic is crazy 

Layin verses while rehearsin 

no breaks and no naps 

Caffeinated with drive 

Passion in my eyes 

So when you look into em you may feel inspired 

Or surprised 

Low expectations 

I bloomed like tulips 

cuz of words comin from these two lips 

 

All I hear is blah blah fatigued cuz I'm workin 

Tryna get that cake up 

Why they startin problems 

I be on my boss shit 

I see but I don't say shit 

They ain't even worth it

 

Copyright 2017 

 

Song: Let Me See What's Up
Album: Brainstorm

I’m going to another level 
Let me see what’s up 
Let me see what’s up 
Let me see what’s up 
X2 

Really gotta go out and get it 
Can’t watch TV gotta fuckin live it 
Got a vision so vivid 
New pair of prescriptions 
I been through some sh 
You couldn’t read in descriptions 
That’s why I go all out 
That’s right I tear that down 
Nobody gone tell me shh 
I done seen that low of low 
With a future dark and cold 
How did I do it 
I don’t even know 
Should’ve been reincarnated already 
Maybe a bird with light feather wings 
Maybe a lion with a roar so mean 
I’m raising the bar 
Nothing in between 
I mean on go automatic machine 
No rest infinite energy 
Can’t get rid of me 
Feelin like 

Going to another level 
Let me see what’s up 
Let me see what’s up
let me see what’s up 

X2 

It’s showtime no matinee 
Up all night getting thangs straight 
Waitin fa pay 
Cash no change 
Busy body in the fast lane 
Want what I get 
Can't miss 
Let alone quit 
Like am I stupid 
Nah it feel right 
Comfy seat taking flight like 
I can do whatever shine in any weather 
Fresh under pressure 
This level I’m on 
I’m on fa sho 
I seen the low ain’t tryna go
Back to a place I 
seen befo 
Young girl with a lost soul 
Whoa 

Going to another level 
Let me see what’s up 
Let me see what’s up

Let me see what’s up 
X2


Copyright 2017

 

Song: Melancholy
Album: Brainstorm 

Got up that day 
Walked down to the polls to vote 
Had my envelope and I was confident 
I put my slip in and got a sticker
so i could flex on the gram 
And say that I did that yeah I did that 
I got home later took a nap Kaur was on the couch
watchin polls 
Watchin it unfold 

Later got the news she woke me up and told 
I was like you playin right 
She was like I’m serious 
I was like fuck that you can’t be serious 
This shit is crazy wrong like two left shoes 
I felt it in my heart I started cryin too 

Disbelief denial like death to america victory for white supremacy 

Melancholy melancholy 
Whoa whoa whoa 
Just when you thought it was gonna be okay 
That’s when everything change 
Melancholy melancholy 
Whoa whoa whao 
Melancholy melancholy 

Awoke in terror horrified by the future 
Switchin through channels scrollin through news feeds 
The more it lingered it summoned my anger 
I felt like something added to my purpose 
I had to talk about it cuz it was worth it 
I felt it change me way deep 
Somethin was activated I felt determined and motivated and nothin could turn off the switch 
Real shit 
Ready for somethin in go mode 
Cuz I knew in my soul these times is changin 
Lota years later still my vote don’t count 
But I know I’m not alone the people got my back 
Cuz I got they back 
We gone fight back do whatever it take 
Kinda get you down when you try and figure it out 
But the truth is obvious cuz they lie to us all the time 
This ain’t nothin new 
Yet I’m still surprised 
Here in america all we do is fight 
Here in america ain’t the dream life 
Here in america all we do is fight 
Here in america ain’t the dream life 
But I still got hope cuz I’m backin that hope 
My people gone shine we gone have that light 
What goes around comes right back karma’s a bitch 

Melancholy melancholy 
Whoa whoa whoa 
Just when you thought it was gonna be okay 
That’s when everything change 
Melancholy melancholy 
Whoa whoa whao 
Melancholy melancholy

Copyright 2017 

Song: Back And Forth
Album: Mental Mayhem

Sometimes I go back and forth x3 
And I know, and I know 
(Repeat) 

I'm in this head of mine 
You know that state of mind when you don't give a fuck 
I like to party too dodgin' interviews 
I'm for my people who 
Who know what it do 
Yeah
Want me on your team I can't handle yo philosophy 
I'm all about the peace too I'm exercisin' demons 
I got issues see I'm just like you 
It's pullin' me left and pulling me right I can't even decide what side I'm on 
Conflict bombs quick cold get a blanket 
Tired of the gun shots and lead bullets sprayin' 
Want to get away on a frequency vacation 
Ahh run to the top of the mountain 
Want to feel the breeze wanna hear the birds sing while I'm meditating 
Rising my vibration whoa 
Spiritual and physical 
Imaginary magical 

Sometimes I go back and forth x3 
And I know, and I know 
(Repeat) 

I'm on some dark ish 
Yeah I get upset 
Don't push them buttons just cuz I'm cute as buttons 
I got a mouth like a sailor I'm working on my anger 

That'sfive star homework 
I did it all buddy 
See this smile on me but inside I'm boiling 
Forgive me already 

I'm try and hold it steady 
I got a case locked just in case these bitches try and test me 
Throwing up the middle I'll be gone till December bitches can't find me they can't even solve the riddle 
I'd rather take
avakay than shit on they face 
But I'm a good girl now I hope that's how it stay 
So I'ma bob my head down and tell em namaste 
Technology psychology 
I can't keep up 
I think I need a therapist to tell me what's up. 

(Repeat)
And I know, and I know 
Sometimes I go back and forth x3 


Copyright 2016 

 Song: Don't Tell Me Nothin'
Album: Mental Mayhem 


I been persistent aiming like I'm not gonna miss it 
Iseen crack when I was 12 on a bathroom shelve 
I started rappin' to get out all the pain I felt 

Iseen things you wouldn't believe in a nightmare dream 
I was deep in the streets right below the hill 
High school mates made it
signedwith a deal 
Liquor poured in my cup till it tipped over 
I was finished I was over 
But the voice in my head said get out your sorry slumber 
The art brought me hunger 
Music is my
babyi'm so sensitive boo 
They only see the surface they don't see the pain 
They ain't seen the struggle or the failure or the triumph 
When I was
brokeslangin EBT 
Tryin'
payme rent tryna get that extra 60 
I
waspullin strings in a cold damn city 
Try in chase dreams where them angels fly 

Don't tell me nothing/ don't tell me shit 
You ain't seen what
Iseen with these pair of eyes 
You ain't walked what I walked through empathize 
You would run away so quick and throw in the towel 
How 
Can you add your 2 cents to the topic 
How 
Can you add your 2 cents 
Stages to this shit it don't happen over night 
Nah it don't happen over night 

Let's talk about how I'm still sane after a break-up with E&J daddy gone and my mama passed away pop died on his birthday 2 Years apart in there departure 
I got questions that'll never be answered why they don't really know me see I went through downs
ona um personal decline Merlots and different kinds of wines 
And my crew was on some bullshit parties and whatnot 
See I ain't gone lie I did the same shit too 
I could walk down the street without
somebodysayin hey you hey you 
I'm headed to the store do you wanna chill
ornah 
I think
Iseen you at a club you was tearin shit up 
I'm like hell yeah man I'm hungover as fuck 
I come from a soil where we put in work a city where we put you in place like decorations I
beenrunnin from my past self 
Amen

Copyright 2016 
 

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